Heatherly

Stress or sickness or something like that.

2008-07-28T08:26:09Z

What is stress? What exactly is it? Is it when you're tired, angry, sad? Or is it just when you're worried? Can loneliness be a kind of stress? What about boredom? My mom has taken me to the doctor's a lot recently. Anytime I explain my symptoms,...

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Outside? What's that?

2008-07-24T06:33:51Z

Haha, no, I do get outside. I swear. I go on runs, which I really do enjoy even though I tend to have trouble getting out the door sometimes. Last night I went on a run and the sun was setting into all that smoke and the air was still and just the...

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Yay new layout.

2008-07-06T07:31:25Z

It's funny because the laptop actually has a much brighter screen than my old computer, so a lot of images look different now. My layout, too. Only after I got my lappy did I actually notice that the white smudges were actually eyes of these funn...

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When your heart is an empty room, with walls of the deepest blue.

2008-07-03T09:01:16Z

I want a best friend again. I need that one person I can actually trust. And I can't tell anymore, whether not having one is just because there aren't any to have, or because I've become the kind of person who will be always, deep down, be comple...

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This isn't me, it's just the half that I have.

2008-07-01T01:59:13Z

I'm bored out of my brains, and I couldn't care less. I think I've talked about this before, but I feel like talking about it again. I can't stop feeling so apathetic. Every night, I set my alarm early in hopes of waking up sharp, going on a run...

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I don't know why, but..

2008-06-20T12:39:47Z

I woke up about a half an hour ago and I can't sleep. I'm dead tired, but I can't. THE SUN ISN'T EVEN UP YET. I have to admit, I'm kind of excited to see the sunrise, but still.. There's something very wrong about being up earlier than I was on...

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Inertia.

2008-06-17T05:01:18Z

Summer can go a few ways. I could be productive, and do all the things I know I want to, like do some deep cleaning and throw a bunch of my crap away, or I can do the thing I should and get a job and start saving money, or I can do the thing I've ...

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FINALLY!

2008-06-15T00:17:17Z

It's over, once and for all. I am free as a bird, and I can finally turn my back on high school. Safe grad was alright.. Sort of like a quieter, closer version of the Disneyland trip, just because I got to experience the same sleepy headaches. I ...

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Just a thoughtful day.

2008-06-11T00:27:04Z

It feels like I'm forgetting something. All day, I just keep wondering what big due date or forgotten thing is going to pop up, but nothing comes. It really looks like I'm done. High school is over. If I want, I don't ever have to see another cl...

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Looking back.

2008-06-07T22:47:29Z

So today, while my computer was going through one of its regular temper tantrums, I stepped back and started to look through my top dresser. You see, it's been this weird tradition of mine since I was little to have my top dresser just be a mini t...

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