Random topics.

Today I stuck around at lunch and hung out with Phoebe and Hannah and Jessie, and it was fun. I really don't hang out with people anymore, and I think I need to start or I'm going to forget how to have friends and end up like some weird, old cat lady with an overgrown garden. Though I think even with friends I'd like to have an overgrown garden. They're cooler than trimmed because plants shouldn't be organized, and they're much cooler than plain old dirt.

I've been going to the gym really regularly lately, and it's not so much a battle anymore. I just go. It's great not to care what people think. A lot of the time I go with hairy legs and it's great. Fuck society! Smooth legs are nice, but hairy legs aren't going to kill me. Hopefully I'll eventually have the strength to go on a run where I don't quit ten minutes in and just walk off the trail and sit by some creek and think deep thoughts. I tend to do that a lot when I run on trails alone. Then I feel bad because I wasted all this time and didn't actually exercise.

I think I take life way too seriously. Jessie always gets frustrated when she's telling me some story and I have to make some deep, meaningful comment about the nature of the world or something. It's sad though because I don't feel like I have enough of those kinds of conversations with people.

Anyways.. star testing is going to be awesome. We'll only have to be at school for like, three classes a day. The sleeping in part doesn't really appeal to me. I'm probably still going to get up at 6 everyday, because I hate waking up and feeling like half the day is already gone. Anton always talks about how he sleeps in until 1pm on the weekends like it's really hardcore to lay in your bed when the rest of the world is actually getting shit done. Yeah, you're really cool.