Everybody's gonna love today.

Today was great. I "skipped" first period this morning and slept in, and then when I got to school, lo and behold I actually didn't miss first period, but I still got the extra sleep and the homework done, too. I have to say, pleasant things are much better as surprises. If any of you plan on giving me something ever, keep that in mind!

It's strange how one positive thing can sort of tinge an entire day with this bubbly, good feeling. I got things done because I wanted to and I didn't focus on the things that were bad or that I didn't do. I find that all days are really quite alike in the amount of good and bad things that happen, and there's only such thing as a good or bad day based on what you focus on.

On another topic, I kind of realized today that I'm not mean or nice. I'm just sort of.. the other side of things. If I'm hanging out with someone who's constantly talking shit or just being an asshole, I find I generally feel like sticking up for the underdog and showing this person that well, there are a few good things about her. Then when I'm with people who are positive and happy, I tend to always want to point out the sad realities they seem to be blinded too. Maybe that's why it's so hard for me to make decisions or really care that strongly about my opinions - I can see both sides very clearly.

Anyways, good day. They always come by surprise. It seems that things in life can't take very much focus and expectation - or else they give in and just go sour.